Ready

And this is the point in time when I realize that I can't try and go at this alone anymore. 

I'm ready, God.

I'm back in Your path.

I'm sorry I even tried to 

go a different Route. 

I just got lost further and further 

as I was trying to take control. 

Thank You for leading me back 

in the right direction. Thank you for 

forgiving me and for loving me still. 

I got caught up in the worldly lies, and my night mares kept putting myself in my own little bubble. I feel like when I make a mistake the whole world puts so much pressure on me. I'm sick of making mistakes because of people being so hard on me, and telling me how wrong I am.. all the freakin time. But Father, I'm a child of yours. and b/c of that i'm learning to find beauty in my mistakes. I'm gonna keep trucking. No matter what. With You.